Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Here I am, standing at the edge of a precipice. The distance down is a long way, but the landing place will be a rewarding one. Jumping should be REALLY easy, just a little step and a big hop, right? In fact, I've already taken a hop down a bit to get here! So, what's holding me back? I have tried to think about it, and I simply don't know. I am so close to passing that point where I seem to have rooted myself and can't get past, yet a bit of success seems to have spooked me. But why, why, WHY? I can think of nothing more fantastic than achieving true health and happiness. How could there be anything bad about that? What I do know is it's me, holding myself back subconsciously. Jumping is scary, sure, and I might get a few bumps and bruises along the way, but what I want is RIGHT DOWN THERE, I can see it. It's a long way, but now that I took that first hop I can really, actually see the bottom, and it's lined with silk pillows. So quit tap dancing and JUMP ALREADY!!